Well, he says that he isn’t sure if he’s emotionally and financially ready for a relationship because he’s moving further away. But it’s only to a place that’s forty minutes away. I’m more than willing to work out stuff over that. I told him that we should keep it going step by step and just let things play out the way they are going to. I have always been the one to make the travel to see the other because I understand what it’s like to not be able to go see someone you care about.
I hope he doesn’t give up. He’s special, and I really can’t deal with ANOTHER disinterested suitor… What about me makes others want to just give up…?
Whatever, I’m not gonna let him go. I’m gonna win. He even said, “I’d love to have a boyfriend as sweet as you.” Well SHIT, I think I can work it out if out think that.